Rang de basanti ... some thoughts ....

Just watched "Rang de basanti" the second time, and found it better than the first time. Truly amazing movie. I have been reading comments from people all across the world about this movie, some good some bad, but one thing is for sure ... the film has stood up and made people think, and that in itself is a huge achievement considering that most films today are forgotten the day they are released.

The movie talks about a bunch of ordinary people, just as any other college gang, who care a damn about the world and are having fun in their own sweet world. I guess most people can identify themselves with this gang, especially those in college. Those who are working are not much different either ... we go to office 5 days a week and party on weekends. Those who are married sit at home with their family or children during the weekends. This procedure repeats itself in a loop for years and basically we get institutionalized to this. This is how the youth of today spend most of their lives and before they realise it, they are youth no more. Some people make a lot of money in the process, some don't ... but most of us don't really know what we are upto in life ... we just dance to the tune of life ... we do what others do and are comfortable in that shell .... and i am no different. I am software engineer in Oracle, and the way i lead my life is similar to the way i described above.

But after watching the movie, i visualised this situation ... one day i will be on my death bed. I will be thinking about all the things i have done in my life. I would probably ask myself - how did my existence on earth make a difference to anything ?? I came, i lived, and now i am dying. But what was the end result? The answers that came to me were saddening. The way i lead my life today, i don't think it will make any difference to the world, except a few near and dear ones - that too more because they loved rather than because i have done anything substantial. I mean seriously, i did a lot of coding, i earnt some money and blew it on myself, how the hell does it affect anyone else ?? Is that the purpose of my existence? i seriously hope not.

Let me describe a typical day in the life of a software engineer. Everyday we wake up in the morning, read the newspaper, read the stuff that is happening around us and feel what the hell is happening in this country. We curse our country, the people and get back to business. On the way, we spit on the road, throw a pepsi can or a cigarette pack. We see a young kids begging on the road, some selling newspaper, some selling chai... Some look at them and feel bad, others don't even notice. We work at office, have executive lunch, do some more work, and leave for the day. At work, we might get a mail or two, about some child needing money for undergoing an operation, our some charity organisation asking for financial help for the poor children. We read the stuff, most delete the mail immediately. Some think about the mail, but deep down feels that this money is probably not used properly, and deletes the mail. During work, some of us go out for a cigarretee, talk to colleagues about the infrastructure problem in bangalore, or how irritating beggars have become everywhere. Some might talk about how diry the city has become and curse the government for its inefficiency. At the end of the discussion, we end the cigarette buds in the middle of the road (wallah ... ). We get back from work, in our bikes or cars, and inevitably get stuck in some traffic jam - how irritating ... what nonsense ... when will this city ever improve ... Finally, we reach home (after a hard day's work ... God know what work). We watch the TV, look at the booming stock markets, feel good about our investments, and catch a glimpse of the latest news. We think how distressing the news is, nothing can happen in this country. Finally, time to go to bed. What an amazing day, isn't it ????

Well, i am not saying everyone leads their life this way ... but most of us do including me. But lately, I have thought about this daily routine of mine. I have done some good things to say, i sponsored a child, or i donated blood quite a few times, sometimes i scared of that too ... i am never sure what disease i might catch up in the dingy and pathetic hospitals in this country. But apart from this, what little have i done which has changed anything, which has helped someone. Not much really.

This is probably going to be a long post ... But for now i leave you with one question - We very well know that it is the youth like us who can really make a difference to this world. Do we really have valid excuses for not doing anything, or do we prefer to die one day without contributing in any way to the world or country we live in? Think about it and send me any comments if you feel like ...